Monthly Archives: January 2022

exhaustion comes in waves like the silent puddles at doran beach in july. i have spent too much time wanting an apology when perhaps, i should have apologized. regardless, this is the time to understand the journey of our eyes, … Continue reading →

i think, if there’s anything i’ve learned since late october is that’s its not good for me to seek out. seek within instead. a dear friend today told me that lightning struck years after a similar brutal end of a … Continue reading →

she arrives, starts and i am trying to login to therapy because covid/world/etc i say, hold on to each of them start a session and what in the hell is this world anyway she starts with each room stares back … Continue reading →

why do I torture myself? why can’t I just let go? is it because she got me in a sense more than anyone? is it because I’m still in her bed? is it my age, is it regret? I am … Continue reading →

is in a million pieces and just when I start to put it back together it breaks again.